screamatdave

you know how you have people you can tell anything to? i got those. i just hate looking pitiful.
how bout a session livejournal?

i really miss maddie, and in reflection of my past few years of girls....it's been terrible. it really bothers me and i shouldn't let it. i got a solid crew of friends and stuff...well, i have a few friends...who are down to ride, but i guess the girlfriend thing always makes me feel......uhhh.....full. yeah. full.

i don't know. she's completely over me, like....many many dudes over me, and i'm out here struggling to not compare my time with her with any other girl i'm gettin with. pretty lame. it's pretty lame.

i'm a pussy.

goodnight.

lc got married?

Hey everyone.
I want to work less but don't want them to severely cut my hours. It's a tricky situation. What should I do? Hmmm.
What are you doing this year for the holidays? A lot of people have begun winter break, !nd this winter break...it appears that my band isn't playing any shows. I don't really make any decisions in my band though....so I can't complain too much. Yeah.

I guess I'm leaving now.

so, as I was saying before...
girls don't like nice guys.

hey.

i'm super disappointed with how my relationship with maddie is. not using caps at all. sorry. i don't understand why she had such a change of heart about me and about charleston and about everything. i don't understand why all females do. girls are just constantly bumming me out.

i was in the middle of an argument betwixt my ex girlfriend and one of my friends who was dating her yesterday. not fun.

i work too much. i suck at talking to people and am beginning to give less and less of a fuck about my job.

this isn't supposed to be a negative post, just some negative things that are going on. i'm not unhappy nor is life going in a shitty direction...just posting about what's bothering me.

Hey guys.

It seems like a lot of people that I want to see lately have picked up on the "I'm busy" bug. That's lame. I got a job. I'm in a band. I have an awesome family. When I ask you guys why you're all so busy, you tell me that you want to be successful? Is fun and happiness not part of the success model? Am I missing something here? I think I'm missing something.

Anyone want to be my girlfriend? Maddie let me down tremendously and now I'm just hanging out wallowing in my newfound loneliness. I'll take whoever, it doesn't matter anymore. 2009 was horrible. Haha.

So......how are you?